i remember-
it was like any other day
warm & sunny
frisbee in the street
my brother
threw it too far
way over my head
i ran to catch it...
i remember it hitting the street
and
skidding? sliding? bouncing?
along the pavement
(i remember more the sound of a frisbee-hitting the ground)
and it came to a stop
and i bended to pick-
up
then i was on my back
and i heard him say
"UH-Oh"
my head hit first-pain
like a burst
i ran for the front door-
(i want my mommy)
my brother-"your face"
my hand-from my head to my face...
and it dripped-RED
finally the door
my mother
ABHOR
"Oh my god"
the bathroom-face cloths
(i'm dazed-i'm lost)
screaming-
i cant make it stop bleeding
back to front door
car in driveway-out comes liz
then quickly brown bags
harry diebner running over...
he heard the commotion?
car seat-front seat-harry's lap
face cloth compressed in his grip
dads a fit-lights flashing-horn honkin'
beep-beep
speedin"
smithtown general
long wait-(whats my fate)
specialist coming..
its for the best..
finally
op room
(dad and harry there)
bright lights
green men in masks
a comforting voice
a push of a needle
count backwards from 10
i have become
comfortably numb...
PS
post op
is a future
post
(pabloshouse)
PSS
thanx dad(he was steady)
thanx harry(he was ready)
Saturday, July 10, 2010
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